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i'll go for my future. past, is only my memory,and i'll never regrets it

I actually wanna leave you right now.
I now that someday you’ll gonna be someone better than today. I do believe that day would come.
But i cant handle when i felt lonely, or even i’m close to you but you cant read me clearly even i already told you.
I’m nearly fed up have to told you what’s on my mind.
Dont u know that i NEED someone who understand me, not the one who only HEAR me with half ear.

Sasibuksibuknapikiranurangpastiayaanjeundijerona!

Please tell me that what i thought is absolutly wrong!
Im not special, even in my special day.
Im not special. At least i guess i will on u.
Im not special, when i felt u r the one and only.

Thanks

undercover story

here i am return again. i’ll come to spamming the tumblr. ahhaha.

btw, it’s already 2014. happy new year!!! sorry for this late post, my connection getting worse recently, then made me lost connection with cyber world. 

last year i close the year with sickness. i got some virus due to wild cat. i almost cant move cause i got bump around my neck. i almost got for a month. 

2014 i started my year with eyi. finally we can celebrate new year eve together. even it was rain. but thanks for the memories back then. 

in the first month of 2014, i also got some new family. i got it from KKN. with various type of personality, but i can say that was really unbeatable memories with sindangsari’s family

and my friends “princess” we’ll start our business soon. wish us luck ok? i really hope we can run the business well, so then we’ll get some extra money.

talk about extra money. i can earn my own money by gave some private to my friend’s sister. not too much, but can help my finance. i wish.  ahahha.

btw, my friend made some description about us. i already made it, but they aren’t include yet.

im still on thinking to write it or not. but theirs actually already describe us neatly, so maybe later. when i really know them better. :)

how dumb i am. i forgot all my account password. especially my soundcloud password. so i should make another of it. hahah

well, this is my pict when im in JHS with my first black guitar. i miss him so much. really.
i wish i can had it once again. :(
i miss to play guitar and even to sing along with it. :)

well, this is my pict when im in JHS with my first black guitar. i miss him so much. really.

i wish i can had it once again. :(

i miss to play guitar and even to sing along with it. :)

the more age u get. the more responsibility u get. then u realize. u should stand by ur own.

:(

sakit sendiri. gak ada yang meratiin :(

ngeluh ya? maaf ya :(

HTS

Pernah inget sama postan nad beberapa tahun lalu? Ttg ‘pacaran’

Yep. Secara pribadi. Dri dlu saya penganut paham ‘komitmen tanpa status’ biarlah perasaan yg berbicara. Bukan hanya status.
Tapi secara sosial. Pemikiran mengenai posisi ce yg d rugikan dalam paham ‘komitmen’ juga mengganggu saya.

Gini loh. Seperti yg saya tulis. Buat apa pacaran kalau akhirnya ada kata putus? Toh manusia mmg sudah seharusny saling mencintai dan menyayangi kan?

Udah baca berita kan? Tentang yg itu.
Kaget sih pas tau. Ikut prihatin juga sama keadaanny. Setelah kepo sanasani. Makin agak sedikitny tau sik. Iyah kebayang lah keadaanny sebagai orang awam. Maaf kalau sok tahu. Karena berita juga masih selenangselining.
Memang iyah ada beberapa pendapat yang bener juga. Orang juga bisa liat lah.
Tapi apa harus d judge tanpa menunggu konfirm?
Coba teliti lagi. Coba mau lebih mendengarkan.
Kegiatan kayak gitu emang wajar kok pengerasan fisik. Permainan alam gitu loh. Tanggung jawab masing2 memang WAJIB kan?
Urusan di dalemny anak2ny nyeleneh. Ya… Gak cuma mereka lah yg kayak gitu. Perkumpulan yg baik2 juga bisa jadi nyeleneh kan?

Kayakny disini saya seperti terlalu memeihak ya?
WAIT. Itu belum selesai. Saya melihat secara umumny aja. Sekarang saya lihat dari posisi yg d rugikan.
Kehilangan pasti lah ya. Merasa ingin bercerita atau berontak juga wajar. Apalagi kalau mereka belum diberi pendekatan secara kekeluargaan.
Tanpa dsadari berbicara ttg takdir pasti bisa diterima. Tapi masalah kasih sayang bisa tolong dipikirkan? :)

lagi sensitif banget pake amat sangat ni! masalah sedikit aja udah bikin pengen nangis. pengen cerita numpahin semua ny disini tapi ini aja udah bikin hati sakit rasanya. 

god, why it happen to us?

Gak kerasa lah. Besok rabu.
Semingguan liburan di rumahh. Menghabiskan waktu party sendiri di kamar.
But that’s a life for me!?
Terus, seminggu d rumah dapet apa nad? Ahahaha

9gag:

You know you’ve got many of those around you

9gag:

You know you’ve got many of those around you

Hell yeah! This fucking little naughty bastard bitch!!!!!!!

—Aahh….. Shhiitt!!!! Really! So much dirty on it!
What’s damn life of my head doin’!? :(